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[02 Mar 2004|08:10pm]
Why does everything have to be so COMPLICATED?

I mean, I knew when I left Joon that things would get bad. But this bad? When did everything get so....difficult?

Kristal loves to hate me.

And I hate to love her.

Thank God I'm leaving this town behind. Just me and Buster. That's all I need.
It's a shame about raisins

[17 Feb 2004|11:08am]
[ mood | confused ]

I don't know what I've been doing with my life lately.

It's been a while since I last looked in her eyes. She's been gone for a while now...and I have a feeling she's not coming back. I'm not stupid.

Some weird girl in the room next door is listening to some boyband. They sound really good. One song I heard through the wall is making me think about her. It goes something like this.

I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay
It's burning within me
The fear of losing, of slipping away
It just keeps getting closer, baby
Whatever reason to leave that I've had
My place was always beside you
And I wish that I didn't need you so bad
Your face just won't go away

I think I'll go next door and ask her what the name of that song is. Hm, maybe who sings it too.

I'm probably staying here another 2 days, because then I have enough left for one train ticket back home. And a bowl of tapioca. I'll probably stop to see how Kaelie is doing..I shouldn't have messed with her the way I did.

Everything is just a jumble...I'm gonna be glad to leave this town, and its people, behind. I'd rather be sleeping under Mike's sink.
It's a shame about raisins

[14 Jan 2004|02:30am]
I think..I finally got her.

If she stays tonight, I'll make her grilled cheese in the afternoon.

She called me her puppy. She's my butterfly. She looked puzzled...she doesnt know why I called her that. She's as beautiful as one. I chase her. And even more importantly..since I met her, shes grown into something more beautiful than when I met her.

I hope Joon didnt kill Kaelie.
It's a shame about raisins

[30 Dec 2003|04:04pm]
Anybody got a tennis racket?

I'm in the mood for mashed potatoes.
4 humiliated grape -s | It's a shame about raisins

[21 Dec 2003|02:51pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Coming to Celebrin City has got to be the worst choice I ever made..well, besides leaving Joon. It just seems like everything that can go wrong, does.

I managed to get a room for the night..not in the same hotel as Kaelie or Joon. I couldnt go through that..I'd fear I would wake up and I would be dead. Or even worse, my cane would be gone.

Last night was the worst night I ever had. Well, it was good for the time being, but what I did was the worst. If you're reading this....I apologize again, and wouldnt be offended if you never wanted to see me again.

I looked in her eyes..and I saw Kristal. I shouldve just kept my eyes closed.

I'm off to wander around the city...I havent found a decent tree yet. And i lost my notepad with the names with the "n"'s.

I cant find my way home...

1 humiliated grape -s | It's a shame about raisins

[18 Dec 2003|02:08am]
[ mood | confused ]

She smells like her.

She acts like her.

As long as she doesnt run away and talk about the clouds moving, I might start to think she actually IS her.

Except...she doesn't smile like her.

...I've never been more confused in my life.

1 humiliated grape -s | It's a shame about raisins

[16 Dec 2003|12:14am]
[ mood | calm ]

my tapioca has a first name, its...

*chews on bag*

1 humiliated grape -s | It's a shame about raisins

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